May 21

I never even noticed that April just flew by. I was too busy in many online things that I never really knew what happened to April. I wasn’t even able to enjoy summer at all.

Some people said the world was going to end today, May 21, 2011. I don’t believe any of that at all. If the world ends, then it ends. I don’t want the world to end. I want to live. But I think I pretty much don’t have a choice if Earth decides to stop existing, right?

I want to go to the beach on Sunday. The sea and I have not been together for a long time. But wait, the world is supposed to end today, so maybe it’s too early to make plans, don’t you think?

From the End, Something New is Born

The end of innocence is always the beginning of adventure, even life. I always believe that until we find out and encounter the things that hurt us, we never fully understand what life is about.

Life isn't fair, and most of the time, it almost always hurts. Life brigs pain and suffering, broken hearts and broken dreams, failure and disappointment. However, unless we all experience the bad things in life, we will never know how wonderful life can be.

We spend a good time of our lives being sheltered, being protected, being nurtured. However, it is at the moment that we learn to stand on our own that we really understand the purpose of or existence. Life is beautiful. I've always believed that. Yes, I may have had issues with life and it's circumstances. But I've always wanted to be alive. I have always basked in the fact that I live. I want to always be alive.

I wasn't always like this you know. When I was younger, my world only consisted of a very small number of people, which is just my family. But now, I want to draw a larger circle around everyone else around me. I want to experience so much. There's just an endless list of things that I want to get out of life. I am REALLY alive, and it all began when I stopped being a child.